Some thoughts?

Lately i have been pondering what my future has in store.

Is it what i want?
What will come next as a trial?
When?
Can i stick to the plan in my head?
Will i forget that in a year?
Can i please have this- my here, my now, forever?

Lately i have been realizing what it is i want in my future.

Smiles.
Friendship, love, affection.
Trust, family, respect.
Goals and achievements.

Lately i have been thinking of all the things that are amazing in my life.

Freedom from darkness.
My best friend, i am so lucky to have.
My girlfriends, my schooling, my car.
The beautiful world around me.
The chilled weather.

Lately i have been thinking.
Lately i have been happy.
Lately i have been me.
But mostly...
Lately i have been myself more than ever before.